SOUL DESTROYER

by Riley Hill

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1.
Spogeyman 01:46
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Spogeyman You were my favorite Marvel Guy You were my Marvel Guy That's when Sony, Sony said you can't be in any more movies Because of our corporate greed But you can't be my bro Unless you got a soul What else do you think a movie's even for? It's not dollars Everyone you know Says you gotta go No one's even there to help you, Spogeyman All the money in the world Couldn't help me when I saw you were removed from The Marvel Cinematic Universe Oh I live vicariously Through the heroes that I watch on TV I need some hero to be Spogeyman you know I love you more Than any PS4, or fucking TV Or Samsung device
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Reptoid Shuffle 02:32
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Why don't grow up baby? And gimmie your sweet soul You say you're barely twenty You might as well be six years old The way you make another me Is the way I make control Don't say you don't like gravy When you're a dinner on your own Don't say you don't like hatred When existence makes you groan The way you make anomalies Is the way I make control You try your best to learn what's true But you're a dumb-dumb, baby Dumb-dumb, baby yes you Never picked apart the promises That let me take control Why don't ya bulk up baby? Make your muscles swole So when you finally serve me We can swallow this world whole The way you take your job so serious Is the way I take control Now nothing's quite real lately God, I'm sure that you've been shown The way your thoughts can't face me And the way you just don't grow And in the way you trust what's comfortable Is the way I trust control You try your best to fight my demons But you don't love me, baby You don't love me, baby no you Never loved making economies But I love making control
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SOUL DESTROYER 01:33
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Well I never not been in my brain Million illusions melt away Seeing only lies in all I say In no moment is there escape I've never not been in my brain Cause I love my brain Intimate with no other thing Conceptualize away the pain With my brain I've never not been in my brain Loneliness is the only way To crystallize my sense of shame In no moment is there escape I've never not been in my brain Cause I love my brain Emboldened by all that is fake Foundational to all my hate Is my brain My brain My brain My brain
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Chemicals, Evolved 02:07
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I lay it down on you, like I've got something to prove, like I've any sort of plan at all I hold you now and then, like An innane ornament, that Has no significance at all I did not stop to catch your call I never answered you at all I found everything, in Your love so unending, but I am just chemicals, evolved I stay safe with you, and I eat shapes with you, and I found meaning in resolve Cause I'm chemicals, evolved And if there's nothing broken about the things I see Then what the fuck is wrong with me? I'll find peace in my avoiding every fact I can't unsee Until I scream, I never met with you at all I never met with you at all, I never met with you at all
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#TeamNoFap 01:37
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Come Somethin that we promise not to do Unleash my chakras as I blaze past day 62 Day 63, Is killing me, but my brothers see me through This is our final fight to reassert control Against the evil onslaught of internet porn If you are struggling in the grips of your own fist Then you can join our team, Squad Up on our crucifix, Cause we're done with that shit Bro don't worry, TEAM NOFAP Is comin' for you
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Gender Adventure 02:02
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And in an instant I was made a man Irradiated by the promised land Of nothing else left to understand And in the distance between my hands And every lie that I reprimand Is the scourge of adrenal glands And I gotta know how it that you held on While the only thing that kept me strong, is the need To prove you wrong Cause in the distance between my plans Is everything that I never am When does a hope become a command? I gotta know how it is that you held on While the only thing that keeps me strong, is a need To prove you wrong You won't know where it is You won't know where it is That I go inside, I never made it out alive And in the instant I was made a man I had nothing else left to withstand But cursed to do all I can, just To prove you wrong
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Prick 02:20
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The best part about my pain Is the way it numbs out everything Cause you can try to get under my skin But you know I'd never let you in No room to fit in The best part about my shame Is the way it keeps me so contained Cause you can try to make me scream or shout But you know I'd just shut you out You know I'd just fake you out And I don't mean to be a prick But I'm so right, you're so wrong And it makes me sick The best part about my rage Is the day I buried it a grave Cause you can challenge me to have self-worth But I think I'd rather just get hurt Cause feeling guilty's worse And I don't mean to be a prick But I'm so right, you're so wrong And it makes me sick How can I get mad at you? When it means I can't hear myself think, how can I get Mad at you If it means I can't hear myself think, how can I get Mad at you, if it means can't hear myself think And I'm such prick

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I made this EP under a fucking blanket during the Big Quarantine of 2020

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released April 9, 2020

Bassline on Gender Adventure was written by Tanner Leudy

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Riley Hill Nova Scotia

Songwriter, sad emotions-haver, sense-of-self-developer.

A spoonful of funny jokes to also help the CPTSD-healing go down.

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